Closer

closer yet too far..

i was close,

but no chance.

you were there

yet still too far.

one step.

two steps.

it won’t help.

someone

stands in the middle.

it’s getting blurry.

i can’t see

you and me.

but still

there you’ll be.

i’ll wait

until you’re free.

Rain

..walk in the rain so no one would see me crying.

again,

the sky opened.

clouds drizzled rain

then ran at will

across my vein.

yes, there was pain.

it’s been there.

but i swear,

soon it will be clear

until the next rain

decants again.

Cigs

puff the nirvana.

strip.

pull.

light.

puff.

inhale.

exhale.

asylum.

nirvana.

peace of mind.

soon.

death.

 

afar

Neither shall I look in the eye
Nor draw a line closer to where you are.
I shall wait until you succumb and cry
For I love to watch you suffer from afar.

-death